Why Are We Here On Earth

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I’m very excited about getting this out to you. This video was created my 38th birthday August 8, 2022. I’m so grateful for this opportunity, several years ago I was big into celebrating birthdays, holidays, and due to having experiences with religion. There was a point and time I was practicing sabbath, I considered myself a Hebrew Israelite. I took part in sabbath and did a lot of the practices and beliefs that stemmed along side of this religious. Background, however you want to call it.

Spirituality- Beliefs

About a year later and some change I no longer practice any religious beliefs, I’m just one who’s spiritual believing we are spirits living in a physical world. Spirituality to me is a journey to me in some sort of way however it’s related to you. I believe in the earth and the good of the earth. I believe in my ancestors being there in spirit to support me. I believe in being grounded, meditating, praying but differently compared to my upbringing when I used to go to church.

I want to be as clear as I can without extended this too long. I woke up this morning and today was supposed to be that special day that everyone goes crazy and looks forward to celebrating my birthday like a bang or huge surprise. NO, I felt good without the need for that. I feel good although I’m dealing with a lot reassuring my lifestyle between finally finding stability, functionality, practicality, and all these things into one.

Journey to Healing

Between myself and the mental state I’ve healed from and recovering from traumatic past systematic approaches, brain conditioning that I have been through. I’m in the process of unlearning so many different traditions, beliefs, and principals that many of us grow up doing. Whether that stimulates from within the home, church, schools, or the government. We’ve all been lied to, manipulated, and distracted. 

This is a really deep scenario, those of you who understand this journey I’m going through, you’ll definitely be able to resonate this with me easily. Those of you who don’t, give me some time to get this all out to you so we can all be on the same page. I just came through a dark space. Heavily emotional battles, I was angry so many times. I was frustrated, I felt done with the world, I was ready ready up, suicidal thoughts, all kinds of negative emotions bombarding me day and night, waking up historically crying throughout the entire day. 

How Others Can Get Effected

What bothered me the most was being home with my children. I felt really alone in this journey. This was a molding process, for those of you who are going through this process. Accept it, be within it. Time is going to recover it and time is going to reveal why you are facing those times or those periods in your life. Trust this journey, it’s going to get better one way or another.

It’s going to take some time. Long story short, I’ve been in this battle facing it while dealing with my girls. I was in a disarray, toxic marriage. I’ve been married for 13yrs now, but 80% of my marriage was wasted. Wasted valuable time, valuable energy, and valuable efforts. 

I do believe that our world we live in stimulates us to constantly grow and find ourselves b/c we  are here to be in the greatest position of our lives. To the greater and higher self. Church did not teach me this. It was always living for God, if you did anything outside of that then you were going to hell. Anything outside of God, you didn’t love him enough.

This is deep, it’s very scarring and traumatic. It’s all historical for me. In the process of trying to better my health, my emotions, uhh! I went through it and that’s exactly the trap they want us to stay in. The position of uncertainty, the position of confusion, feeling lost, and hopeless. I am here to tell you right now, that’s not your position in this life nor for you to stay in. I am here to tell you right now that better days are for us to live, to enjoy, to dwell in, to function. 

We are here as light workers, we are here to love, to care, to concern for each other, for compassion and well being. That was not me, for at least a couple of years. I was going through so much you don’t want to know. But I’m finally clearing the slate. I’m clearing the slate so I can bring to you an awareness I know and learn. I’m not here for cuteness, I’m not here to be cute, nor putting on a show dressing up and carrying myself in some sort of way. 

I’m here b/c what I went through what I experienced. I don’t to see anyone else going through that. I mean NO ONE. I can’t get out my thoughts b/c it was that deep. Maybe what I went through may not be major concerning for a lot of people b/c some people maybe experiencing a lot more of situations and circumstances way more deeper than I. But what I, my experiences, what I went through, it was heavy for me. 

But it woke me up. It put me in a place, as I think on this I’m trying to hold myself together b/c no one knows how hurtful this was for me. When you’re so lost that you can’t even take care of your children b/c you don’t know how to love your own self. When you put so much effort, so much time, and so much hard work into things or people who don’t seem to care for you. You can get broken.

The Trap-Mind

I’m here to tell you today. There’s a trap out here and that trap has been placed in our minds to CONTROL our lives. So if you wanna see a breakthrough for the better well being that you were created here to be on my born day, on this special day. WAKE UP PEOPLE, wake up!

Why Are We Here-Choices

You are here to live your best life. The way you choose to. You can go about this in the right way or you can choose going in the wrong way. At the end it’s your choice. You have a choice to go about this and live this life the way you want it to be. How are you going about that? How are you going about that? It’s up to you. 

But I come to you on my born day to let ya’ll know to enjoy your life and live it to the best that you can. All things good! Helping one another, supporting one another, being kind to each other, giving compassion, caring, and love.

I desire to see everybody I know and the world around me doing good. To live and be happy. There’s no place in the world then to be happy. 

I love you guys, I want us to all start moving on, upward, and onward. I just wanted to get this message out here b/c it’s my born day. I wanted to get this message out there b/c today would be a day for me to wake up for me to have an impact in the world. Help the world to wake up or whoever is lost having mental issues, feeling devalued, under appreciated, confused, hurt, pain, suffering, let it go. LET IT GO! 

Today is a new day for you to live to enjoy. I want to enjoy my life, I want you to live an enjoy your life. Whatever you want to do, let’s do this. Let’s do this right! All the best to everyone out there, may your lives bring to you the best that you can make out of it.

SO ENJOY!! 

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